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VENT.

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 23:52:37 GMT

Not about drama or whatever.

I am going to vent out about this Thai restaurant here in our town.

The workers there are hella rude! This is the 3rd time that I went to that place.. and still.. I HAVENT LEARNED MY LESSON. (dang that crepes.. if it wasn't for that yummylicious desert, i would've stopped going to that place ever since). But anyways, today.. I was craving for crepes so Jeff and I decided to eat there AGAIN eventhough the last time we went there was already a bad experience.

We went in and sat. They took our orders and every now and then.. the waitress will come up to our table and clean it.. while we were eating. Err. It was annoying. The food was hella expensive and it tasted like crap (eventho i dont know how crap tastes like. lol) but it was HORRIBLE. I was so mad.

I think when we left, they were expecting us to give tips. Well, NO TIP for them. I would give some if they're atleast nice to us. but they werent. FOOD IS CRAP. SERVICE IS CRAP. && the PEOPLE ARE RUDE.

I will never go to that place EVER again. Mark my word. Period.

Anyways, I was looking online for a guitar. I am planning to learn how to play it before Banquet. I really wanna learn so bad that I'd spend $$$ to buy my very own guitar. I saw one that's really cheap and great for beginners. It was such a beauty. The Epiphone Pr150 from Guitar Center. I might go check it out later today when I get out of work. :)

*drools*

So yea, this is just one of those projects that i wanna finish before this year ends.. Hopefully, I can finish it!

Spring Break

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 15:33:12 GMT

..is almost over.

BOO.

I can't believe how fast time flies. It seems like it was just yesterday when i left to go to San Diego. Now, it has been a week. A busy, fattening week, I must say. I gained 2 more pounds. Shoot!

Anyways, spring break was fun + not fun at the same time.

FUN:
I got to hangout w/ friends all week. Breakfast at Denmark's apartment is always fun. Thanks Jess for making me and the guys fat! lol. This happened all week except Friday. Dang.
Mon- I worked then played poker at Denmark's. I finally know how to play that game! Woot.
Tues- Went to Lemoore. Won && went to Tulare outlet to shop.
Wed- Went to Delano. Broke my tires because of freakin Justin! (jk haha) && played BINGO at Aaaron's.
Thurs- Got my new tires & lost money..Worked & just stayed home to play HALO w/ Rico. Bwahaha.
Friday- Worked then watched the movie SHUTTER w/ friends. That movie is crazy!! (although most of the time i didnt see what was happening because i was covering my eyes)

Also, i went to San Diego last Sat for my Aunt Lenie's birthday. Got to see more than half of my cousins that i didnt know existed. lol.

dancing is a must in filipino parties. <3

with my aunt. :)

NOT FUN:
Jeff left for a week to Chicago. I miss him so much. It feels really bad when you miss someone so much that you would just fly to where they are at.. if only you can.

I cant.

I can't do anything about it.. but just curl up in my bed at night.. crying..while talking to him on the phone. I know it sounds corny, but if you have experienced this, you know what im talking about.

On a lighter note, I will be picking him up at the airport today w/ Ate Girlie and Manang Jen. YAY!

Have a great Easter weekend everyone!

nostalgia.

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 23:32:26 GMT

Certain thoughts linger in my head from time to time. It's crazy how i would feel sad out of nowhere. I ask myself why and how but i cant seem to find the answer. For some reason, when questions remain unanswered, i go back to that nostalgic feeling i always feel everytime i feel down. Life seems to be blurry everytime i take a step forward. I look at tomorrow as if every day will stay the same. Different day, same shit.. that's what they say. I miss the old times... the good times. Whenever i think about it, i feel like life was more meaningful back then. I dont know what happened.. and why, but i always seem to be preoccupied ALL the time. I have no time to do the things i used to. the things i LOVE to do. I think, for some reason.. and I realized this.. I might still be attached to my old life. There's still something there that's clinging..holding on, and still not ready to let go. I want my old life back, but I have to move on with what's new.. or what changed. It's hard. =/

Anyways, i am going to go to dinner w/ Jeff's family tonight. It's his dad's bday. We're keeping the tradition of going to Peking Palace evreytime someone in the family celebrates his/her bday. I am going to miss the last game of our team for basketball. Oh wells. I still need to finish my lab and quiz tonight.

Makeup rant: I bought ELF cosmetics the other day and tried it yesterday. My face broke out esp on the cheeks part. I am not sure if I should use them again. I'm scared. =)

Random lesson learned: Always value those people who love you and care for you! ♥

Hater.

Wed, 23 Jan 2008 05:47:48 GMT

MYSPACE.I bet you have one. Everyone has one. It's the craze of kids nowadays.It can be a good tool for communicating with distant relatives and friends and an efficient way to meet new pals.But sometimes..It gets way too dramatic.What the hell?I dont know. For some reason, how someone's top friends was arrange ticks me off.Why do people have to change their top friends every freaking day? I swear. It's so stupid.Do you really have to # your friends?? I am being a hypocrite again.

Another rant: I have this friend guy who's cockiness is like overflowing the place. Every time he say something, the word that is coming out of his mouth is just pure gas that is going to blow you away. Being a braggart is okay if you have something to brag about, like seriously. He is my friend, and I used to be okay with him being like that, but seeing his cockiness two days in a row is just way too much for me too handle.. especially now that I get so irritated easily. I am seeing his true colors. I hope he'll soon realize the place where he's standing at, and I hope that he'll put his feet back on the ground. It is really annoying.

Anyways,It was really windy today.If I was anorexic, the wind would have probably swept me off the road. LOL.
I was driving home, and there were gazillion tumbleweeds flying in front of my car. Haha. I hate windy days. It reminds me of those scary movies I've watched before during All Soul's day. Those windy scenes where candlelights would just die.. then darkness. AwwwooooO!

Man, I wish it's already Friday.

Friday, right now, is the best day of the week for me.

Less hour of work, 1 class, and a shining shimmering picture of "weekend".

I need to study for my exam tomorrow. Goodnight everyone<3

Updates :)

Tue, 22 Jan 2008 05:21:44 GMT

I have been very busy these past weeks. Work and school is keeping me preoccupied like no other.

So here are my updates

January 10. It was my dad's birthday. I had school so I got home around 6pm. I went to Albertson's to buy cake. Because I was on a hurry, I just grabbed the chocolate cake. I told the lady to put a text greeting in the cake. I told her to put "Happy Birthday Papuy (since we call our dad Papuy)." I asked her if she got it, and she just nodded. After a few seconds of waiting, she gave me the cake. I walked into the counter and to my surprise.. the cake said "Happy Birthday Babuy". (babuy is pig in Tagalog) I was laughing and at the same time i got kind of ticked off because I thought she understood what I just said. I got home and my whole family was cracking up. I guess everyone thought that it was a joke, and I put that word there on purpose. I did not. I swear.

January 12. This was the craziest night of my life here in America. Drinking shots one after the other is bad. Do not ever copy me, that's all i can say.

January 19. I watched one of the best movies ever made. I am pretty sure most of my friends who is reading this right now already know how much of a sucker i am for drama movies. Well, my Film Music professor made us watch this underground movie "The Kite Runner" for our film report. At first I thought that it's going to be a boring movie, but I was wrong. I cried watching it. It's heart-breaking to think that there are certain parts in this world where a lot of innocent people are tortured and killed. And you know what the sad fact is? It is that we can do little to make a difference. If only I can do magic with a snap of a finger.

Here is the trailer: http://youtube.com/watch?v=-1Ivdc76nAY

So there you go.

Currently, I have been studying like crazy because I have exams and a film report to do this week:

Toxic Mode~

I hope to finish everything in time. Goodnight everyone. <3

Over your shoulder.

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 05:20:27 GMT

SHAMELESS PLUGGING: If you guys are not doing anything and bored, please visit: http://www.freerice.com
Test your vocabulary while feeding people who are in poverty. It might be a small thing to do but it still counts.
You will also be able to learn new words! Did you know that quay means wharf??

Plans.

Mon, 07 Jan 2008 04:43:21 GMT

I hate it when plans crash. When you have a vision in your head of what's going to happen, and BOOM! It's gone. I have a lot of things planned for this day. Sadly, none of them happened. :(

I was suppose to go to church, then to the gym, then hangout with my friends.

and guess what?

I went to jeff's house then ate at In n Out, went to Borders, read numerous books and magazines for like 2 hours, rented a movie and watched it at Jeff's house.

No. I am not complaining or whatsoever.
I enjoy my lovie's company all the time.
I love being with him.

But.

It just sucks.

I refused to go watch the movie eventho only 1 person is willing to go because I want everyone to be there. It's not what I have envisioned it to be. I guess I am weird and messed up like that. If it isn't what i have thought it to be, then id rather not make it happen. I dont know why I am like that. But I am. So, sorry.

Anyways, I feel like work+school is starting to kill me. I will be in school tomorrow for 10 hours straight without any breaks working and attending classes. Wow. I should start my online quiz now for Film Music. I should start reading Microbiology. I should start. NOW.

I am officially drooling on this DSLR Nikon D40. If I am not going to the Philippines this year, I would totally buy this camera forrealz. I know it's going to be worth giving this camera up to see my friends back home, so it's all good. You will be mine.. someday, one day.

You're my Everything.

Sat, 05 Jan 2008 23:56:04 GMT

I was listening to Michael Buble's Song "You're my Everything". I wonder if anyone in this world would sing to me that song. I mean, it's just too romantic for a guy to tell the girl he loves that she's his everything. Isn't it? It's like those movie scenes from chick flicks that I used to watch. :)

Today, I tried cooking again. I told Jeff that I am going to call my recipe "Gravylicious". It's basically just garlic chicken with chicken broth& flour. I wish I took a picture of it, but I didnt. I think it's fine that way because the food looks like poop.Hehe. It tasted good though. I swear. Go ask my dad or my siblings or Jeff. <3

Today is a very boring saturday. I woke up at 12pm for the very first time. What a bum. I just opened my computer, and checked mails. For some reason, I have this attitude to reply on messages reallllly late. I think I have that syndrome of piling up messages for days and replying to them when they're already overflowing. Hehe. Sorry to those people who mailed me and havent gotten a reply yet. I will get back to you all.

I wonder what's going to happen for the rest of the day. I want to shop. I am seriously having withdrawals. Jeff took my ebay account and changed the password. I was so sad. :( Bye Bye Ebay. I guess I'll just chill here at home since I dont feel like going out anyways.

Later.

Period.

Sat, 05 Jan 2008 06:27:11 GMT

I got my period today. It's not even funny. I was in my History class this afternoon, and all I can think about is how I can stop the cramps I was feeling awhile ago. I hate having periods. I swear.

First, feeling mo lagi ka umiihi.
Second, you have to always wear and change napkins.
Third, cramps.
Fourth, Did I mention cramps?
Fifth, mood swings.

And daya naman kasi, bakit babae lang ang nireregla?? Dapat pati mga lalaki, para patas.

Guys should have periods so they know what it feels like. So that they wont complain when girls are having their PMS. hehe. <3

I guess you wouldn't really know what it's like on the other side unless you try going there.

LOSING WEIGHT IS SO HARD.

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 15:09:31 GMT

I was less fat when i got here a year ago. Now, im fat fat. I gained 10 pounds, and it's not even funny. Ive been trying to shed these pounds any way possible, but nothing is working. How sad. =/ My professor in physiology used to say that the ONLY way to lose weight is to EXERCISE and have a BALANCED DIET. Why is the right thing always the hardest thing to do? It's funny how i will be all pumped up making these plans of "diet", but in the end i will end up eating at CHILI's with my boyfriend. :( It's hard.

Sometimes i wonder why God made us all different. Why?

Why did he make food so delicious and tempting? WHYY!!!

lol.

I wish that losing weight is as easy as gaining weight.

I am in a dire neeeeed of a job right now!!